Had the physical therapy yesterday..I wanted to kill that man! Not only was he hurting me (as if there needs to be more reasoning behind the murder) he was very..well he was kind of dumb. So yeah I came home a total wreck and my poor poor husband..I threw a proper temper tantrum..like it was his fault. So I'm sorry for that, but I'm still not sorry about the bit about video games..That said, I feel bad that he has to deal with me like this. I promise I haven't always been a complete bitch or total loon, but all the pain and being so scared of the injections and the surgery. It's too much and I'm not good at too much. I prefer things stay nice and slow..effortless, worry free...But I guess it wouldn't be life then would it? Ha!
I have physical therapy again tomorrow..pray that I don't kill anyone. The day after is when I get the spinal injections. At least they'll sedate me for that one...They'd have to or the whole staff would be holding me down.
To make all of this more scary I watched a video of the disk replacement surgery on you tube..I do like to know how things work, but I could have gone without knowing that they're going to slice my abdomen and gently (yes the clinical trial says gently) move my organs to one side! Are you kidding? These things do not make sweet dreams.
Happy note: Lily is 9 months old today! Yay nine whole months and I haven't dropped her or lost her..I win:)
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